Despite experiencing many exciting moments in the SGB VA course , I have also felt frustrated at times. My brain and heart rebelled against me, causing me to deliberately delay tasks. I felt a conflict within myself, making it hard to decide whether I should do the task or not. A few days before the task was assigned, we learned about Upwork. The issue I encountered was not with Upwork itself, but rather with my own abilities. After creating an account on Upwork, I began searching for jobs that aligned with the services I wanted to offer. I chose Research and Data Analysis, feeling confident and happy about my choice because it matched my personality and previous experience in research and analysis. However, I forgot that what I had learned two decades ago was no longer something to be proud of. When I read the Research jobs on Upwork, I was shocked to realize that I couldn't handle any of them. It felt as though I was reading an exam test for which I had n...